~*Katina Denise*~

There's only one person in this world that I honestly can say that I can not live without and it's this beautiful, powerful woman named Katina Denise A*K*A the world's greatest mom! I love my mom with every ounce of my being. There is nothing that I wouldn't do to see this woman happy. She is my one and only. She is the air in my lungs, the beat in my heart, the blood in my veins, and the twinkle in my eye! If it wasn't for her I don't know how I could live. LITERALLY!!!! There has not once been a time that I have gone to her and not gotten the best advice in the world! She is basically the top reason I get up everyday and actually try to go on! Even though we have our times when we can't stand to be around each other, it never lasts longer than a day cause I just can't stay mad at her. It's just something about her presence that makes me feel empowered. I just can't figure out what it is! Could it be her friendly personality? Or her beautiful face? Or maybe its her beautiful spirit that could light up any dark place? Or maybe its her confidence that can make her walk in a room and everybody in her presence instantly falls in love with her? Or maybe its just that fact that she is Katina? Whatever the reason maybe, I will always and forever love her!!!

Christmas Break

Is it ever going to get here??? Christmas break that is. It seems like this final week is taking years to go by. I am so ready to be at home in my own bed, in my own room, using my own bathroom, around people I know, and eating non-cafeteria food! I am so ready for this semester to be over with that I can't even concentrate on my studies. I pray that I pass these last two exams I have on Wednesday. Its been a long week and there's still more to come. Another thing I can't wait for is Christmas. On Thanksgiving break I got to see all of my family all together. I'm just ready to do that again. I love my family with all my heart and when we are together it's like something out of this world! We have so much fun just being in each others' company. That's why I love those guys!! I also can't wait til Christmas so that I can get to open up some presents. I know I sound like a big kid but I honestly still want to get gifts on Christmas. There's noting like the surprise of receiving a gift to let you know that somebody is thinking about you. I don't want nothing in particular but anything sounds nice right around now. With me that old saying is true; it's the thought that counts!

Finals!

I think that I have never been as depressed and stressed out as much as I have been these last couple of days. I have had 2 papers, 2 test, 2 exams, and 3 more to go! And these final exams have really been a burden! Almost every single one that I have taken has made me feel like the dumbest person in the world! It literally looked like those tests were written in Japanese! They just left me wondering how in the (beep) could I have A's and B's in the classes and the finals look like something I have never seen before in my life! I mean is it possible for you to learn something and don't know it? I just hope that I don't fail them too bad that they bring my grades down really low. I have always been a smart student and I would hate to go off college and start disappointing my parents. And I really can't afford to take any of these classes over again! I mean once was way more than enough! I can't go through this mess again! I'm trying to get out of here not stay longer! But all I can do is pray and study, study and pray, and then study some more, and just hope for the best. I mean, there's no way that it could possible get worst! Or is there? I guess only time will tell. Hopefully I'm not proven wrong!